Name:Ben Country:United States State:Georgia Metro:Athens Birthday:9/29/1985 Gender:Male
Interests:GOD, music, sports, college, family, friends, the intricacies of the human mind and emotions, the human lack of patience, love, compassion, fear, automobiles, sleeping, dreaming, the female heart, finding the RIGHT ONE, living a life of no regrets and full faith... Occupation:Artist Industry:Entertainment
Though it may seem that I am running from them all... In reality, I can only hope that I'm running away from all but one, and that one... that one is running towards me. Besides, who really wants to meet casually? I think a head-on collision would leave far more of a lasting impression. Faith is hardest to muster in the bleak moments... but in my opinion, bleak moments are only those that happen when your back is to the Most Faithful of all. He KNOWS what's best. ALWAYS. I doubt, yet I know... seems quite a predicament... seems worth a second look... seems like, my life is perfect if I am in His will, and if personal desire were to put me outside of that, then I desire no part of it. Yet, I do... and I am a failure. But I promise you this... I fail with a smile of grace. A grace-filled failure teaches far more than complacency, I can almost guarantee that. And I am guaranteed far more than I deserve.
Nothing of worth... Life can take quick turns, you know? Doors open and you can see what's inside... But just b/c doors open you don't always have to go through them... Right? The question then becomes why... Why do you wait? Fear?
fear
probably, fear...
That's a vast hole you've got there behind your door... I could probably fall in, if I go through... I could die... Or worse...
Oh, the sweet confusion of the unknown... If I knew then I would know... And all I know is... I haven't seen something so beautiful ever...
Currently Listening MMHMM By Relient K I So Hate Consequences see related
Oh, if I only I knew what you were thinking... Have I made a tragic mistake...? What is it that God wants for me is it what I want...? Am I even in His will willing to do what He wants willing to sacrifice what I want for The Path... But nothing has seemed perfect, ever... And it doesn't now but again, perfection is all perception... and this could be perfectly amazing... You have no idea where my head is at And my heart says sorry can we leave it at that...? What if a mirror makes one run the other way from what they see...? But what if what they see is what they need what if...? I am...
